Yay! I know i have not done a new entry in a while & i hope that will change soon, but i also hope that everyone knows i am very thankful for their previews! I have new updates on myself & i am happy to say i have someone new in my life & he has been there in my life for a little over 3 months now! I really hope that i get to spend some time with him some time soon & i might have new pictures for you guys eventually to! Well i also hope i get to spend a day or two with my brother Drew who is in GA for a while & he said he was going to kidnap me away for a while just so we could catch up on old times, who knows i hope it happens so i get to hand out with him! I have not seen him in like forever & i'm really close with him we try to talk as much as we can via yahoo, so yea it's not like i don't talk to him yet i just have not seen him in forever! So send luck my way you guys & girls god knows i need it! Also by the way another reason i was not able to do anything for a while was because as of August of 2009 on the 13th i was in a bad car accident. I was very lucky to make it out alive, i had gained scratches & cuts on my face, a busted top & bottom lip & even a broken nose. I was also temp blinded for like a week & a half so i could not see what so ever due to abrasions on my eyes, i was lucky to be able to see after that. The center of my left eye now is slightly enlarged still & will not return to normal size, but i can still see good out of it. My vision is not as great as it was before hand either, but still i can see so i am not complaining. I had been picked up from the dentist to be safe instead of driving home myself & we where headed to the store to get things for dinner. This guy then jumped the yellow light & slammed into my side of the car seeing as i was in the passenger side, he was 2 & a half feet from hitting my door to! The car was totaled, so we had to get a new one & i needless to say am a bit afraid to step foot back into a car. Though granted it was almost 2 months ago now, i still have trouble sleeping from it & still get flashbacks yet i am trying to get over it. Lets just say that i hope i never have that happen again & i pray none of you who have never had it happen ever have it happen to you, but for those who ahve gone through it then you understand what it's like! Well i will go for now & wow look at this it's my longest one yes holy crap! O__O' I'm totally shocked at the length of this one damn! O__O'